Remember Me Like This
My name is Melanie, and I am an artist.
I am a mother, wife, sister, daughter, aunty and friend.
I am gifted and I am flawed.
I accept both.
I am the granddaughter of a strong Métis woman who I now only get to visit in my dreams.
I have a full heart and a bit of a broken heart.
My life has been very easy and at times a little hard. Though through it all I have had a lot to be thankful for.
I enjoy fine wine, great food and strong coffee. All of which are so much better when shared with my people.
I laugh from my gut and dance to good music when it moves me.
Whatever I have a hand in doing, I do with love.
I am nurturing and fun, but I can also take myself too seriously.
I am twisted and scarred.
Dark and very light.
I am a complicated human.
I care a lot about a lot.
I am proud.
I am most certainly blessed.
I am fearless and I sometimes fear everything.
My greatest work is being a mother to my daughters. It is my Carmen and my Celeste that make me proudest. The purpose I have felt raising them is unmatched. They are easily my most outstanding achievement.
I have spent most of my life drawing and painting, though it took me a long time before I confidently called myself an artist. Even now, about halfway through every painting, I feel like an imposter.
My art has me searching for a greatness that feeds more than just me. A small legacy to leave for my girls. I long for success that gives me confidence and peace.
My dark side keeps me buried at times, so finding happiness isn't always easy. And when I'm not happy I cannot paint. So, on the days that I can I feel very full, very free and very much my truest self.
I believe in being authentic and honest.
I believe in making magic out of mud pies.
I am equal realist as I am witch.
I collect wooden spoons, burn sage and document my dreams.
I make things with love.
I do what I want. I say what I think. And I let my art speak for itself.
I am grateful for the life that I have and everyone in it.
I am not perfect, and my work is not perfect. But I like what I do, and I am very proud of it.
I have some amazing family and friends who cheer me on and lift me up. They know who they are; I thank them deeply.
It is because of them that I keep showing up. Whether it is in black and white or vibrant color, I will continue to make my people proud.
I will continue to create beautiful things, surround myself with beautiful things and work my ass off to make others feel something good.